Need to figure out how to delete this stupid retarded fucking blog!!!!! Fuck Drama fuck liars fuck cheaters fuck douche bags!!!!! Fuck this gay account !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Confusion

I know I love Eeyore , I'm confused though on if we love each other as much as we think we do why we are continuously arguin w each other?!?!?!?!!? For Instance this Sunday when my baby boy my 4 yr old son had to be transported to 2 different hospitals we got in a extremely huge argument that could of possibly ended our relationship forever. :(:( I understand he has Bi polar disorder n that sometimes that
makes it stressful on our relationship but I'm trying so so hard to make this work.
Wish he would try a little harder as well. Like tellin me how he is feelin and askin me if he is questionin something about me instead of just assuming. I love u Eeyore and hope we can work through this!!!!!!

engaged!!!

we finally kissed and made up, our troubles are behind us. i proposed to carebear today and she said YES!!! i am so happy i could cry out to the heavens!! :) :)


I Love My Carebear!!!

F*ck this shit

This really needs 2 be deleted since we are no longer together!!!!

feelin the urge 2 blog

I'm happy n excited 4 Eeyore cause he got a job. At the same time though I'm kinda worried I will not be able 2 c him as much . My Dad made a comment 2day that kinda got 2 me . He said now that Eeyore has a job he is gonna drop me like a wet towel . :(
I really hope this doesn't happen . I love my Eeyore . :)

Acceptin the apolgy

I want Eeyore 2 know I accept is apology . I also hope he realizes there are other ways of dealin w stress n issues. I wish he would have just talked 2 me n let me know what was goin on . I'm not sure if he knows it cause he said he doesn't ever hurt n e one but himself . He might only harm himself physically but when he cut himself it had a huge emotional effect on me . He hasn't completely alienated my family because they still let him come over. I love him so much n hope he realizes what he means 2 me n that he can talk 2 me about n e thing even if he believes it will hurt me . It honestly did hurt me emotionally when he cut himself even seein it a day after he had done it was hard on me. I had 2 hold back tears . I hope he thinks more rationally next time n tells me whats goin on . However I accept his apology n want 2 let him know Im sorry also even though he says I had nothin 2 do w it n he was just stressed. I love u Eeyore !!!!!

I'm sorry love

Recently i harmed myself and i feel like i have alienated my carebear's family, i realized i feel so bad i just did something wrong that i used to do from my childhood, i have tried to repress the depressive feelings and a few days ago i cut myself, i was so scared. i told carebear i didn't want to be with her, but it was not rationally thought out. i love my carebear and do not want to leave her side ever she is an amazing person. i love her, and i hope she will take my apology... I LOVE you carebear