sad, depressed, not sure what 2 do !!!!!!

I'm totally confused !!!! Eeyore totally freaked the hell out . I have no idea what the hell stared it. But he apparently cut himself . He got the knife from my house n I had thought he had put it back . But apparently not. He doesn't think he it gets 2 me when he does stuff like this !!! But obviously he doesn't know cause it totally stresses me out n makes me sad n depressed!!!! I wish I knew the reasonin behind it all n why the hell he did it???? He says he still wants 2 be together . I do 2 but at the same time I don't want my kids around him when he act's like that . I do love him though