Need to figure out how to delete this stupid retarded fucking blog!!!!! Fuck Drama fuck liars fuck cheaters fuck douche bags!!!!! Fuck this gay account !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Confusion

I know I love Eeyore , I'm confused though on if we love each other as much as we think we do why we are continuously arguin w each other?!?!?!?!!? For Instance this Sunday when my baby boy my 4 yr old son had to be transported to 2 different hospitals we got in a extremely huge argument that could of possibly ended our relationship forever. :(:( I understand he has Bi polar disorder n that sometimes that
makes it stressful on our relationship but I'm trying so so hard to make this work.
Wish he would try a little harder as well. Like tellin me how he is feelin and askin me if he is questionin something about me instead of just assuming. I love u Eeyore and hope we can work through this!!!!!!

engaged!!!

we finally kissed and made up, our troubles are behind us. i proposed to carebear today and she said YES!!! i am so happy i could cry out to the heavens!! :) :)


I Love My Carebear!!!

F*ck this shit

This really needs 2 be deleted since we are no longer together!!!!

feelin the urge 2 blog

I'm happy n excited 4 Eeyore cause he got a job. At the same time though I'm kinda worried I will not be able 2 c him as much . My Dad made a comment 2day that kinda got 2 me . He said now that Eeyore has a job he is gonna drop me like a wet towel . :(
I really hope this doesn't happen . I love my Eeyore . :)

Acceptin the apolgy

I want Eeyore 2 know I accept is apology . I also hope he realizes there are other ways of dealin w stress n issues. I wish he would have just talked 2 me n let me know what was goin on . I'm not sure if he knows it cause he said he doesn't ever hurt n e one but himself . He might only harm himself physically but when he cut himself it had a huge emotional effect on me . He hasn't completely alienated my family because they still let him come over. I love him so much n hope he realizes what he means 2 me n that he can talk 2 me about n e thing even if he believes it will hurt me . It honestly did hurt me emotionally when he cut himself even seein it a day after he had done it was hard on me. I had 2 hold back tears . I hope he thinks more rationally next time n tells me whats goin on . However I accept his apology n want 2 let him know Im sorry also even though he says I had nothin 2 do w it n he was just stressed. I love u Eeyore !!!!!

I'm sorry love

Recently i harmed myself and i feel like i have alienated my carebear's family, i realized i feel so bad i just did something wrong that i used to do from my childhood, i have tried to repress the depressive feelings and a few days ago i cut myself, i was so scared. i told carebear i didn't want to be with her, but it was not rationally thought out. i love my carebear and do not want to leave her side ever she is an amazing person. i love her, and i hope she will take my apology... I LOVE you carebear

sad, depressed, not sure what 2 do !!!!!!

I'm totally confused !!!! Eeyore totally freaked the hell out . I have no idea what the hell stared it. But he apparently cut himself . He got the knife from my house n I had thought he had put it back . But apparently not. He doesn't think he it gets 2 me when he does stuff like this !!! But obviously he doesn't know cause it totally stresses me out n makes me sad n depressed!!!! I wish I knew the reasonin behind it all n why the hell he did it???? He says he still wants 2 be together . I do 2 but at the same time I don't want my kids around him when he act's like that . I do love him though

Happy

It seems 2 me that our relationship is gettin better. Last week was a kinda rough week Eeyore was pretty down 4 2days in a row last wk n it was sad cuz he cried. It seems like this wk has been a better wk so far n Eeyore doesn't think I seem distant n e more. I was playin around w him 2night bout some nakey playin cards we played w cuz he had stated he liked the cards more than me or at least that's what I took it as . He says he meant that he thought that is what I thought . He says it is not true n I'm fine w it now . I am tryin 2 be more upfront n honest bout my feelins I love my Eeyore!!!!

The reasonin behind it all

Eeyore thinks I am distancing myself 4rm him which I am not. I just haven't been feelin good lately n have alotta stress. He also thinks I have been actin different since he tried 2 hurt himself which might be a little true cuz it's just very disturbin that he tries 2 do stuff like that n also I think it was a dumb reason he tried 2 do it he tried 2 do it over his cell phone bein temporarily messed up n it was fixed w in 20 mins . I do still love him . I just wish he would stop thinkin crazy stuff like that I hate him n don't wanna be w him be cause it is not true n it adds 2 my stress level . I do love him a lot n I love what he got me 4 Easter. I dnt know if part of the reason he was actin like that was cuz what I got him 4 Easter. I thought it was kinda dumb what I got him but I didn't have much money n the card had
a lot of meanin . He doesn't realize that it hurts me when he thinks I don't love him n care about him cuz I do I just hide me emotions really well

hurt, tried not to show it but did

I realize my carebear loves me, but i feel she is distancing herself from me and i don't know why... i love her so much and don't want the relationship to end, and am scared that i will ruin it. i was crying today and tried to hurt myself and now my carebear is acting way different. i hope she doesn't leave me, i don't know what i would do...

Hurt but tryin not 2 show it.......

It's easier 4 me 2 write bout my feeling's than it is 2 talk bout em . I was really hurt by a few of the thing's Eeyore said 2 me 2night.:(:( And it really hurt me 2 see him cry even tho he probably dnt think it did. I do care about him n love him n wish he would realize that!!!! It really hurts when he says I hate him and the other part is kinda personal n he knows what it is. But all in all I do love him n care about him!!!!

You are SO loved

My love, my life, my forever…. I love you more than ever. I care like I never did before and am sorry about my part in our argument. I realize it is hard to not feel loved. It makes me sad with the sancha/sancho thing. And I don't like to be teased to the extent you do about food. But all in all you are my everything….

I love you carebear

wantin Eeyore 2 know that I love him n know he loves me

I always love how my Eeyore word's thing's so perfectly. I love him so much !!! I feel bad about the argument we had this evenin n I really hope it doesn't jeopardize our relationship. He only left about a half hr ago n I'm already missin him like crazy!! I love Eeyore!!!

Eeyore n care bear = true love 4ever :):)

I <3 my carebear

After careful consideration I feel that Carebears soul is forever in my heart, I love my carebear and want her to know it. I feel bad I'm not vocal enough, I am so stoked for may. I plan around my birthday to sleep over at wendover. I like drifting off to sleep with her in my arms

Kinda sad..........

I'm not really sure what is goin on ..... It's probably just me but Eeyore n I haven't told each other goodnight love u for 2 nights now. Cause he always fall's asleep before I have the chance. :( Not sure why in this relationship I always like 2 be reminded that he loves me. The one's in the past I didn't care. It kinda sounds weird now that I think of it . Maybe it's cause I love him so much n I truly enjoy our relationship. :):) So I like 2 know he feel's the same way ......

Likin the post 4rm Eeyore

I really like the last post from Eeyore. About how I'm the lyric's 2 his song's n how it's like our heart's beat in sync w one another. It's sweet. I also enjoyed lookin up engagement rings 2gether. :). However a certain some one not gonna mention names on here just don't think it's a appropriate place. Some one think"s Eeyore is seein some one else on the side. :( It is definitely not me who thinks that. However it did kinda have me worried. Not so much n e more tho. I love my Eeyore n honestly don't think he would do that 2 me. At least I hope not!!!!

Excited 2

I am also extremely excited. I love my carebear. She means everything to me it's like she's the lyrics to my song. My heart beats in sync with hers. I lover very much and also feel we should wait until we are financially sound and both are able to live Together out of our parents houses... I love my carebear and want to be with her now and forever

Excited

My Eeyore proposed 2 me on Monday n I'm so excited !!!! It would be so great living together we would be with each other basically 24/7 or at least when both of us weren't at work !!! or busy takin care of the rugrat's :) although we are together at least 9 hours a day even though we aren't married or living together yet. :D I love every minute we spend together. My favorite part is cuddlin w him . Just feel so close n connected when we are cuddlin. I'm excited to get married but believe it would be a good idea to wait til we are financially stable. As for now we will just be engaged til we are financially stable. I'm also really excited cause he wants me to help pick out the rings and I think that is a way cool idea. I love u so much Eeyore.

Proposal

I proposed to my carebear today. I am so in love. I feel that custom should b broken so she's gonna pick out the ring. I hope we find somthing

I love my carebear.

My carebear felt bad. I am not mad at her, nor ever was. I was really tired and went home. I hope she is ok

Feelin bad

I feel bad I think I may have hurt my Eeyores feelins 2night. We got into a tiny arguement but it was one of our 1st ones and he was goin 2 leave n go home n he looked either hurt by it or mad cause of it. (But he did stay) although he did go home 2night earlier than usual. So I hope I didnt hurt him .:(:( I love him alot!!!!! :):)

Sitting contently

Hi cyberworld. I officially and going to give carebear some sort of ring or necklace for Easter, I love her so much. Any ideas

Never want it to end

I couldn't agree more w Eeyore. Just layin 2gether all cuddled up next 2 each other asleep was one of the best times. It was so cozy n comfortable n I just felt so good n loved layin in his arms. I also never wanted it to end!!!! I love my Eeyore so much !!!!

Sleep

I am still so happy. I just slept with my true love (just sleeping) last night. Even though it was a few hours I felt I never wanted it to end. I love my carebear

Happy 2 be w Eeyore

So happy I got 2 see my Eeyore 2day !!! Even though we just hung out at home at played twister it was still fun I love every minute I get 2 spend w him . I love my Eeyore. Sadly though we will probably not get to see eachother 2morrow cuz we are both busy.:( I will miss him n hopefully will see eachother again on Sunday if not tommorow :)

Missing u

Yes its true I just seen my Eeyore last night n its also true I have only been awake 4 about 2 hours but Im missin him like crazy n can't wait 2 see him again hopefully very soon ......

Missing

Is it normal to miss someone madly, even though you've just seen them? I honestly feel that way about carebear. I am so excited for the weekend. Maybe some fun things will happen

Naked twister

I am so anxious. And excited, tonight we are gonna play somthing like twister, but altered a bit. Clothes optional but not recommended, I have never played before, even coated in garments. I will need to learn the game of twister. I'm just happy to be with my carebear

I love my Eeyore so much , I call him that because I think its a cute name n I think it fits him well!!!!:) I'm very happy being w him n glad I found some one who loves me as much as I love him n also who knows how 2 treat me right n be respectful !!! I am truly happy w him n love havin him in my life!!!!!

I am madly in love

Today I realized something about myself, i am totally in love with my carebear (i call her that because she likes carebears) is it normal to want to spend the rest of my life with someone? who knows, the online horoscope says so... i hope this works i think this is fate... all i want to do, each and every day is cuddle, kiss, etc. etc. i pause and think to myself, how did i get so lucky?? I never want it to end.